My mother is sick

While I was at my friends place, I got a call that they have discovered "something" on one of her kidneys.

It was late in the evening, so we waited to go until the next day.

We had a quiet lunch, nothing sad about it. To my mom it hasn't really caught up yet. As for me... I don't know if it's my defence shield or something, but to me it can't be bad. It simply can't.

We have experienced so much shit, there simply can't be anything left in the bag of bad stuff for us. Feels like we could win the olympics in that area.

I'll know more next week, when we are going to the hospital. The waiting is hard on my mom, me again totally unaffected.