Total Mental Breakdown

I had a total mental breakdown after several losses in my life during a short period. This is my story about my mental breakdown, the following treatment - the longest of it's kind on the web.

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Blogger does not offer the option to reverse your blog posts, so they are presented from the beginning of the story. I have therefore made this link section, where you can find links for the posts from the beginning of my nervous breakdown.

My Mental Breakdown

Second week is still fuzzy - Abortion

Christmas and New Years Evening

First Visit to the Psychologist - I'm Too Closed

Medication regulation and eating

Second Visit to the Psychologist - Understanding

Research: Psycopath, Narcissist, Empathy Disorder

Third Visit to the Psy - remember your condition!

Personal Note - Status Ultimo January

Psychologist Visit 4 - Remember What He Did to You

Personal Note - Have We Lost Our Pictures (?)

Personal - Violent Haemorrhage

I Have No Desire Or Motivation To Do Anything

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  • About me

    I've been suffering from mental disorders - or rather syndromes - for the past 20 years.

    After being stuffed with pills of many different kinds, I have thrown away my meds and decided to try to live with the sickness rather than medicate my brains out.

    I am NOT a doctor, I do NOT give any medical advice about medication or treatment.

    I do however share my exercises and techniques to get thru difficult situations and panic attacks
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    So You are actually just following my diary thru 4 commitments to the mental hospital - my thoughts, my feelings, my ideas.

    Its up to you to decide what YOU do, to fight your way back to a decent life.

    May your Gods be with you all
    TMB
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