I'm sorry for not writing much. I'm really not in the mood to write about feelings or thoughts or nightmares or lack of sleep.
Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dreams. Show all posts
Life quantity or life quality
Well!!!
This topic (amongst others) is messing around in my thoughts.
This topic (amongst others) is messing around in my thoughts.
I'm living on the boulevard of broken dreams, where everyone else is living out their dreams, which is also mine.
I am so tired
A lot of my energy must be drained out. I slept all afternoon. Fell asleep early. Couldn't wake up this morning.
I guess it's my self defence who's trying to get me into the state of escape.
Just sail away on an ocean of dreams...
I know I can't go thru life blindfolded, so I'll have to wake up from this depressive state and be the support I have allways been.
But for now, I hope the dreams will sail me away into an long relaxing calm night, I know I'll need my energy soon enough.
Does anybody's dreams ever come true?
Sometimes it seems like my dreams never will come true. I've lived so long trying to meet every expectation from my husband, then the children, and now... Nothing. A psychiatrist once asked me... What do YOU want? What are YOUR interests?
I thought a long time about that, and I didn't know!
Now I wish to move though. But I start to wonder, if that will ever happen before I die.
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