My calendar has control

I've lost track of days and sleepless nights.

Everything I do with my time right now is going to surgery myself, that went fine.

Then my fiance was hurt at work - emergency  at the hospital.

Then dental surgery, it was not very pleasant to see my fiance slip away like that. Fun when he woke up though :-)

Today dental care for me. This I got fixed under anesthetics last time, they made a mistake and I simply can't afford the bill of anestetics this time once again. Not on the so-called sickness "salary" I get.

Financial problems aside, I also should have been to the other hospital with my mom today, so I'm split. Torn between calendars and schedules.

I want to be there, and I have to stay here. Our schedule sucks.