Anxiety

Is it possible to learn to live with anxiety?

European Election

Everybody all over the country is going nuts, when election is up. Politicians claim and promise a lot, they don't intend to keep. I especially remember one woman who said, that the sick, the poor and the old people here, could just save up their money! From what? Some don't even have to the end of the month. Some has the choise to eat or take their medication. God, if you get sick at 18 and can't work, you'll spend the rest of your life living...

The weather is weird and does not help

One moment the sun is shining, and we are able to be outside just wearing a T-shirt. 5 minutes later the clouds arrive with darkness, wind, rain and hail! When the animals and I dare to stick our heads out of the door, you can be sure we'll be coming back running, fleeing from a hail storm, trying to hold the door open for everyone, before it gets catched by the wind - and the we try to get reheated! I should be sowing peas, lettuce, carrots,...

Drug abuse is no ones dream

I don't think anyone ever woke up with the decision to become an alcoholic or to abuse drugs. On the other hand I actually wonder, how many of them suffers from mental illness (?)...

I am in the place the eye not see

I haven't felt like writing, cause I feel, I have nothing to give anymore. Apparently people think its allowed to talk to me in any way that pleases the...

I can not find peace

The meeting with the job consultant went fine, but I have been restless a long time leading up to that meeting. They are going for mental disabiligty, since they don't feel sure that I can handle more pressure as a human beeing. I'm fine with that, it'll give me more room to relax and get better. But no matter what, I need some sort of extra income, bit I don't know where this is going to come from. I have been on/off for several weeks...

I feel very restless

- the talk with the job consultant is tomorrow. Last time I walked out on them because of false accusation...

Schedule Yeah Right

I apparently get easily distracted, when I'm trying to work out of the depressive state. I had plans, but I used my time for other stuff. ...