Physical symptoms of psychological sickness

I have had difficulties with breathing the last months. It has changed for the worse. Before I felt like I didn't get enough oxygen, now I can only take small breaths, otherwise I feel a stinging pain. And since I don't have a knife planted into my chest, it must be caused by something else . I think it's the feeling of being trapped. ...

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Now You See Me - not

I've done exactly what I do "normally", when I've kissed the floor - sort of speak. I put up all my defenses, all psychological shields. I've also gone hiding from input, protecting myself from the world. I have no outside contact to other than the closest people: my children, my mom and of course my fiance....

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Still here - sort of

Sorry (Clarise) for not writing. I was knocked out, I'm still on the floor ignoring the judges counting the seconds.  Other shit has hit, while I was down.  My BF accused me from stealing from him (long story) I definitely have not. I might be poor, but I'm not either a bad friend or a criminal. But I'm laying on the floor in the boxing ring and I hear the judge counting down, and I wonder: Is it worth it anymore? Is it...

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