Covid followed by energy crisis

I had a busy but none the less great summer, hope that goes for all of you.With all the changes going on in the writers team, great changes I might add, I had a lot of stuff to process in my mind. Especially what purpose I want for my blog, where should it all lead to.While swimming in the lake, it came to me, that I have already told you about my situation, how hard it can be to fight depression, anxiety and PTSD (PTSS).My first purpose has already...

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Gravity

I have had a serious down time period. No matter how hard I struggle, I simply couldn't get up long time enough to get a properly grasp of the edge. We had a meeting with a real estate agent a week ago, and he started talking. At one point, the agent asked me a question, and when I looked at him, I realized;  I didn't understand, what he was saying!I could hear him talking, but the words didn't make sense.The panic attack...

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The feeling of enthusiasm

I'm fascinated of how much the feeling of enthusiasm means to me. I can't remember, last time I felt like this.I now wake up on the morning and can't wait to start the day, I go to sleep in the evening looking forward to the next day.What a diffence, huh?What changed?Well, for many years I have been attached to a writes group called CC Team. This group protected me, my privacy, and made sure, I had all ressources nessesary to be able...

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I lost my passion

I had no longer any passion, no desire to do anything. I'm sorry, you haven't heard from me, but I felt like "what's the point, I have nothing useful to share anyway"When I started something new, I didn't have the energi to focus on finishing the task. I didn't really care about anything any more, didn't even bother to take care of myself. Forgot to take my medication - well, forgot is not really true. Truth is I didn't bother to...

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