I have just uploaded some unfinished drafts from way back. I didn't seem able to finish them, cause I would like to add a little positivism.
After being back and forth to the hospital for several years, I've come to the conclusion, that for me this is a permanent disease... I have to learn to live with it!
The danger of this is that:
anxiety, depression and or other conditions, that makes you feel like you are loosing your mind and having a total mental breakdown - that's also diseases that creates the best actors in the world.
So it's not easy for others to notice, just by looking at us, that we really feel like dying inside and we need help, comfort etc.
I guess that the best way for this to function, actually the only way for this to succeed, is that I start opening up my "goodie bag" of feelings and start to reflect more on what people say during the day. Yeah, that sounds like a party, doesn't it!
But well, here we go... I start to live without any medication at all (brain medication - sort of speak).
I still have to take my minerals, vitamins and meds for blood pressure etc.
Lets see what happens.
After being back and forth to the hospital for several years, I've come to the conclusion, that for me this is a permanent disease... I have to learn to live with it!
The danger of this is that:
anxiety, depression and or other conditions, that makes you feel like you are loosing your mind and having a total mental breakdown - that's also diseases that creates the best actors in the world.
So it's not easy for others to notice, just by looking at us, that we really feel like dying inside and we need help, comfort etc.
I guess that the best way for this to function, actually the only way for this to succeed, is that I start opening up my "goodie bag" of feelings and start to reflect more on what people say during the day. Yeah, that sounds like a party, doesn't it!
But well, here we go... I start to live without any medication at all (brain medication - sort of speak).
I still have to take my minerals, vitamins and meds for blood pressure etc.
Lets see what happens.
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