Second week is still fuzzy - Abortion

The second week is a little bit more clear, but since I was (and still am) in the crisis phase, its also still fuzzy. My "wonderful" boyfriend, ignored me totally, unless he wanted something from me.  He had left without the insurance papers for the car, and was angry with me, until I scanned it and send it to him. Then he was nice a little, and said thank you - after that he was back to ignoring me. I just wanted an answer: "why did you leave me - and leave me like that!" He ignored me totally, didn't answer my calls, mails, Skype - unless...

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My Mental Breakdown

The first week in my totally mental breakdown, it is not totally clear to me, what happened, and when it happened. Time was a strange thing, sometimes things seemed to go fast, sometimes slow. I remember some few details, but not what happened first and second. When I got the shock of being left from my love... And that on top on every thing else that had happened in 2010.... I remember calling my mom and dad, to tell them, that I wanted them to take the children and take care of them. They came and picked up the children, and saw, that I...

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