This is hilarious - to me at least

I was SO tired today. The house went to sleep late, and I got up early - surprise. I feel tired all the time, and at the same time I have huge troubles with insomnia. After a period of not sleeping, I really need to catch up, when I can. But I don't look sick, so... The following conversation took place... "I'm SO tired all the time. You all go to bed late, I can't keep doing that." "Why don't you sleep in during the weekends?" "Who takes...

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Don't forget I'm sick even when I feel fine

- I wrote a blog post called "My way out of depression". It might seem funny, that I don't seem to follow up on that, but in fact I do on daily basis, I just don't write particularly about that. But I stumble my way back through from the deep black hole, trying to find my way to the light. I'm in the grey zone, and I stumble, I fall, I get hurt, I'm sad - but I also have successes, good days, with laughter and joy. As written many times...  The...

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Too smart to be mentally ill

"You sound to eloquent to be able to get a early retirement." Huh?...

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I have been living on a little pink cloud

I always think the best about people. Well I WAS. And I hate the "friends" and family who has disappointed me, or worse...

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Trapped with people who dislike me or?

I din't know what to do. I had no idea of how to change this situation....

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The need to believe in something

When the world collapses below your feet, and mental disease brings you to your knees, it can be comforting pray. I got some questions about religion from some of you. So even though I've danced my way around it, since I don't want religious discussions to be a part of this, I recognise the need to believe in something bigger out there. I'll try to explain my thoughts about religion - I don't need your acceptance, we don't have to...

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